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It's a good motivation to read blog posts as they happen.
"As bright and cheery as any any
ray of sunshine ever was. Sex is
inspirational!"-- Jessica
Take away my inhibitions...take away my solitude...
fire me up with your resistance...Put me in the mood
Storm the walls around this prison...leave the inmates, free the guards...
deal me up another future...From some brand new deck of cards
Take the chip off of my shoulder...smooth out all the lines...
take me out among the rustling pines...'Til it shines...
I've been too long on these islands...I've been far too long alone
I've been too long without summer...In this winter home...
Still, if we can make the effort...if we take the time...
Maybe we can leave this much behind...'Til it shines...
– BOB SEGER
This is the FINAL CAMJAM of 2020.
As always I'm accepting 15 people to a
100% interactive free of all and any charge
in which you can interact with myself and
everyone else here, ask questions and
revel in whatever 'fun' happens organically.
You will be expected to behave with
respect and refinement. All but one of these
have gone splendidly for 4 years so let's
preserve that track record.
It is 2:30 pm now...We will begin at 3:00pm
and last 60-90 mins.
DEC 23, 2020
THE LAST GLIMMER
For more than a week I've been polishing
off things here for XMAS and doing my
traditional KIK craziness where I share
juicy elements of my life with people who
love it, get off on it and...trying to organize
what I had hoped would be a suitable last
glimmer from 2020. I decided it's just not
worth it. No one argues that 2020 was a
disaster. Why give it any more power?
Sigh. I am hopeful, but not as much as I
normally am or should be. I'm saying
nothing. Just letting it all go.
I will see you all Jan 2021 and thank you
all of you wonderful sweeties who are
so respectful, dignified, classy.
Have the happiest last glimmer
possible. Be fun, be funny, be sexy.
HOUSTON...WE HAVE A SEXY PROBLEM
DEC 22, 2020
FOR THE WILD...CALL ME...
T I N Y S H I N Y
I hate getting PEPPER all de-poofed
but it's gotta happen twice a year
cum rain, shine, snow or heat. She's
all shiny for XMAS! There's 3 trees in
the house here, the main 7ft in the
master bedroom. It's nice being able to
sleep, dine (there's a bistro set in the
bedroom), watch TV (on 3 diff walls)
and take a bath all with access to a
beautiful bright tree which Catholics
appropriated from the pagan fest of
Saturnalia in which Druidism was
prevalent. No bulbs or tinsel for this
TINY puppy elf! I'm recommending
CALL OF THE WILD -- it's wintry and
so uplifting/comforting.
DEC 17, 2020
CUM RAIN OR SHINE
With the changing climate XMAS
seems hard-pressed to give us a
white one. Some things are more
reliable than others -- rain or shine
I cum...you cum...we all cum...at
least while you're here we do!
If the universe is teetering on the
brink we're in desperate need of
LEELOO...aren't we? So pop THE
FIFTH ELEMENT in and get a
god-light that should leave us in
redeemed straits! It's not an
XMAS flick but it's ideally in-
spirational and reminds us of
our delicate frailty/strengths.
DEC 16, 2020
S H I N E & D I N E
PHOTO: MALDIVES, 2016
VID: GTA, AUGUST, 2020
GIMME YOUR DING DONG
There's nothing like having breakfasts
in the woods, deserts, out on the
open water sailing you name it -- I've
eaten amazing meals all over the
world in places people don't usually
think to bring a picnic or backpack
full of your fav things to amp the
experience of JUST BEING THERE
at all. Sex and food are the same --
few people think to eat chocolate,
ice cream and other mouth-
watering foods during sex: which is
a real loss, as food rings all the
same biological bells sex rings!
Summer laughs, leaps and lingers
forever here in my winsome world.
DEC 16, 2020
S T A R R Y E Y E D
Some of the highest places on the
planet are closest to the sky & stars
and give you a sense that somehow
you're closer to freedom or some-
thing ineffable. My time in Singa-
pore, Japan, China, Taiwan etc
still shines pretty brightly in my mind
even though I don't have great
things to say about the people.
I've learned over the years to see
the star in the mundane and the
down-to-earth in the stars.
I'm a dreamer doing the backstroke.
DEC 15, 2020
SINGAPORE, 2015
DIVING OFF THE CLOUDS
CHILE 2017
R U B Y T U E S D A Y
When I was a little girl I thought RUBIES were
red diamonds, emeralds were green ones. Just
like I thought DOGS were all boys and CATS
were the girls. I never caught the jewels bug.
Shiny as they may be they're still just rocks.
Extraordinarily as they are made, they're still
just geology. Love me like a rock sure...rock my
world absolutely. But rocks IN MY WORLD?
Hmmm...seems...jagged. Try one of the KRAMPUS
flix to ...adjust your XMAS attitude. Still uncovering
waterfalls and found one of my 'showering' naked
files I thought was lost (avail now to watch in VIP).
I look forward to capturing new shots/ftg once I
can travel now that I've lost so much weight & hair!
DEC 15, 2020
ME & MY BRIGHT IDEAS!
PLLLAAAAYYYYWBBBAAAWWLLLL!!!
Your Eternal Indian Summer is boning
up on her batting skills and learning
how to throw curves and, like all great
ideas, if you can't ski in December...
why not play SNOWBALL. If you've
never gotten several friends together
to run around a baseball diamond
(which, unfortunately does not shine
or radiantly catch glints of light) in
the cold/snow/slush and find your-
selves laughing, mucky and in
desperate need of hot chocolate
and a hot bath, then now's the time
to try it! We're gunna have to discuss
"bases" -- if third base is down the
pants and screwing is a home-run
then WTH is oral sex? At any rate,
it's up to us not only to invent fun
and happiness but also conceive
of what to do with the aftermath of
2020...anything blinking on?
DEC 14, 2020
B L I N K I N ' O N !
Today is the FIRST of my 12 DAYS
of CHRISTMAS which means (what
I hope is) an awesome photo to kick
things off and my first SHINY XMAS
flick recommend which, of course, is
RUDOLPH. I realize that 99/100 adults
don't watch these specials and I feel
damn sorry for everyone who's be-
come so jaded and cynical they
can't recover enough innocence and
child-like hope and cuteness to not
only watch and enjoy them but even
shed a tear or two. My LOVE of
BUMBLES is my LOVE of the idea
that everyone and anyone -- no matter
how monstrous you've become --
can become sweet and loveable
again. At this time of year I think fondly
on C.S. Lewis' truism, "If you would be
loved...then be loveable..." Kindness
is the best of all possible bright ideas.
DEC 14, 2020
D I A M O N D L I F E
I've never been a materialistic person so this
XMAS everyone I know has agreed there will
be only thoughtful acts of kindness and hand-
made presents exchanged. I'm recommending
you all consider this option. It has been a
pretty posh, entitled life we've all lived (for
those of us not old enough to remember
VIETNAM) and this is the first real TEST we've
had of our grit and character. Let's use it to
demonstrate we're capable of relinquishing
greed, selfishness and the preoccupation
with having 'things'. Pepper is my best friend
so I don't need diamonds. Yes, they are shiny
but so is the love we could all share with one
another. Let's be daybreak and shine!!
DEC 14, 2020
G L I T T E R W H I S P E R S
As many of my VIPs were already
aware of, a particular/specific
person (celeb) has been staying
here off and on since FEB and
while I kept it secret, many
wondered, asked and some
were fortunate enough to visit
during this strange time so that
they not only met her but had
more than their share of fun with
her and I. Now that she is gone
I'll be posting reviews from them
having held them back all this time.
Thanks for everyone for being so
classy, tactful and private!
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DEC 13, 2020
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